Missing you for four long years

It's 3rd December today...I dread this day...the day you left without a word. It's been four years since you left us. I really miss you....can't stop thinking bout you

Mummy miss you

Charmaine,
I didn't realise the last I wrote on your blog was a year ago. A lot has happened in a year...I don't know where I should start. We visited LegoLand a week ago & Charlene did this very amazing thing. She kept humming the sound that you liked to hum. Caught my attention & I casually told her.."can you be Charmaine for a while? " I needed a good hug & hugged her very very tight. I guess she could understand why I longed for that hug. Once it was over, she chattily told me "ok mummy, I am Charlene now"

It's been close to 4 years since you left us...mummy miss you everyday...