You are a good listener

I recalled the times when I was down, I would speak to you to seek comfort. You probably didn't understand what was going on, but you were such a good listener. A lot has happened since you left us. I had no one to speak to, what more a good listener...

Charlene caught me crying the other day and surprised me by hugging & patting my shoulder. I didn't expect this level of comfort from your 19 month old sister. I guess, she's doing on your behalf..

I miss you so much.

3rd July 2012

Jie,
It's 3rd of July 2012 today; exactly 7 months since you left us. No words can describe how I feel today. I was in the bus this evening when I thought of you. I miss the way you smiled at me, I miss your giggling, I miss the good times we had together. I wished I had spent more time with you, I wished I had stayed home with you in your last few days of life.

Mummy is so sorry, Charmaine...I deeply regret not being with you when you needed me most.